Content Warning: This email discusses suicide and sexual assault.

John–

Growing up a queer kid in Missouri, my identity made me a target for
bullying and harassment. I struggled with my mental health so much that by
my junior year in high school, I had attempted suicide multiple times.

And then, at 17, I reached my lowest point. I was held at gunpoint and
sexually assaulted by a former partner of mine. I went to the local police
department, but they refused to help. I was a terrified kid, desperate for
someone to give me the help and support I needed. I attempted suicide
again, but this time I had access to a firearm.

Fortunately, I survived. But too many queer kids in crisis aren't as
lucky.

[ [link removed] ]Suicide remains a leading cause of death for young people:
Approximately 39% of LGBTQ+ youth have seriously considered attempting
suicide in the past year. Learn more from the report we released in
collaboration with the Trevor Project.

[ [link removed] ]READ THE REPORT

Most suicide attempts aren't lethal—unless a gun's involved. A gun leaves
little to no room for a second chance.

I'm lucky that I got a second chance. I survived some of the worst moments
of my life, so now I advocate for fellow gun violence survivors and
educate others on resources that can help them through crises.

September is Suicide Prevention Awareness Month. Talking about our mental
health and experiences with suicide breaks the stigma and saves lives.
That's why I'm sharing my story.

I think a lot about what I'd say to a younger version of myself if given
the chance. So, I'd like to end by sharing an excerpt from a letter I
wrote to my four-year-old self:

"Growing up is going to be a challenge, but with the right people and the right
support—you will be able to overcome anything that is thrown at you. You are
beautiful and you are worth the life you are going to live."

With gratitude,

[ [link removed] ]Image of Zachary Mallory, wearing a beige shirt and leopard-print scarf.

Zachary Mallory
he/they
Senior Fellow
Everytown Survivor Network

[ [link removed] ]P.S. You can read more about my experience as a gun violence survivor
on Moments That Survive.

[ [link removed] ]White text over a purple and teal ombre background reads: September is
Suicide Prevention Awareness Month. More than half of gun deaths are by
suicide. But with policy change and crisis support, there is hope. The 988
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline provides free, confidential, 24/7 support for
people in distress and their loved ones. Call or text 988 or chat at
988lifeline.org


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