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‘LOST BETWEEN BORDERS’: AFGHAN WOMEN ON THE LIVES THEY LEFT
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Alisha Haridasani Gupta and Francesca Donner
September 14, 2021
The New York Times
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_ Four Afghan women who sought refuge in America talk about their
lives now and everything they gave up. _

Laila, a former legal adviser and defense lawyer in Afghanistan, at
home with her daughter in Woodbridge, Va., Photographs by Valerie
Plesch

 

“In Afghanistan, women are all heroes. They are dying every day, but
they are never giving up.”

_— Laila, who moved to the U.S. in 2016_

Since the United States and its allies toppled the Taliban in 2001,
the rights of Afghan women have animated much of the global narrative
around the war. Even amid the devastation, there were recognizable
signs of progress: Afghan girls going to school and Afghan women
getting college degrees, taking jobs and participating more in public
life. Burqas came off, billboards for beauty salons went up. Female
journalists fearlessly questioned Taliban leaders on T.V. Other women
became mayors and ambassadors. Bit by bit, slowly, steadily, women —
though mostly in urban areas — wriggled out from under the
Taliban’s conservative, theocratic thumb
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It took just days for much of that progress to come crashing down.
Since the Taliban took back control of Afghanistan
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August, each new day has brought new restrictions on women — now
they can’t play sports
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college classes will be segregated by gender
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raising concerns that the country is rapidly regressing to a
repressive past.

Today, it is precisely those women who broke from the traditional path
who are most endangered. Many have gone into hiding. Hundreds have
taken to the streets, protesting the regime, only to be met by the
brute force of rifle butts and sticks
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Others fled.

 

But to flee was nothing new. Afghan women and their families have long
sought refuge in other parts of the world. Those who have fled have
found themselves split between an unfamiliar future in an unfamiliar
place and a past in a beloved country where career, family and
community are left behind, out of reach.

The Times spoke with four women who have sought refuge in America. All
four fled — some recently, some not — because they were endangered
back home. The heartbreak is heavy, but they are not surprised: They
knew the space that they had carefully carved out for themselves in
society would quickly be eroded. They had warned of it all along.

The women’s last names and other identifying details are being
withheld because they fear for the safety of their relatives still in
Afghanistan. Conversations have been edited for clarity and length.

 

Farahnaz, 28

_Arrived in the U.S. in February_

[Farahnaz looks at her clothes her friend brought back from Kabul.]

Farahnaz looks at her clothes her friend brought back from
Kabul.Credit...Valerie Plesch for The New York Times

As a TV journalist, I went to cover the peace negotiations with the
Taliban in Doha, Qatar, last October. When I was there, I interviewed
Suhail Shaheen, the spokesman for the Taliban. I spoke to him without
covering my hair and he was very uncomfortable — it was
unintentional but that encounter became big news.

After the peace talks, the Taliban started targeting and assassinating
journalists. A couple of my colleagues were killed, and I was told
that I was also on the Taliban’s hit list. Security forces told me
to stay at home and stay low. Those few days hiding in Kabul were the
most difficult days of my life. I have never felt fear like that. When
it was a little safer, I went to the French Embassy to get a visa and
left Kabul immediately.

 

[Before the Taliban takeover, Farahnaz asked her mother to pack her
clothes and jewelry that she was not able to bring with her when she
fled Afghanistan.]

Before the Taliban takeover, Farahnaz asked her mother to pack her
clothes and jewelry that she was not able to bring with her when she
fled Afghanistan.Credit...Valerie Plesch for The New York Times

The day that Kabul fell to the Taliban, I shaved off all my hair. I
was at my friend’s house watching the news and I was just
heartbroken and needed to _do_ something. I watched the Taliban go
to the Tolo TV studio, and I couldn’t help but think that the same
people who killed so many of my colleagues were sitting in the same
studio where I used to work every day with my colleagues. Now the
Taliban have taken over the streets of Kabul — the same streets
where we, my generation, worked, protested and made music and art.

[Farahnaz shaved her head the day the Taliban took over Afghanistan.]

Farahnaz shaved her head the day the Taliban took over
Afghanistan.Credit...Valerie Plesch for The New York Times

A woman’s life in Afghanistan has never been easy — not even
during the last 20 years. The difference now is that their lives will
become more difficult. Everyone sympathizes with the women of
Afghanistan, but it’s time now to change your perception. The women
of Afghanistan don’t need your sympathy, they need the world to take
responsibility for the mess it created.

 

Hadia, 25

_Arrived in the U.S. in December_

 

[Hadia took the mic at a demonstration outside the White House for the
Hazara people earlier this year.]

Hadia took the mic at a demonstration outside the White House for the
Hazara people earlier this year.Credit...Valerie Plesch

The Taliban killed two of my brothers because we are Shiite Hazara.
When the Taliban took over Mazar-i-Sharif back in 1998
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I was only 3 years old, and that’s when they killed my brother, who
was only 13. They shot him in the chest and the leg and left him on
the street. We were not even allowed to collect his body. Then my
second brother was killed in Takhar Province in 2001. My father
couldn’t take it, it was too much for him, and he just passed away
by heart attack.

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Something like that just destroys your whole vision of humanity. It
destroys your whole childhood.

Last November, I started receiving anonymous phone calls constantly.
At first, I thought it wasn’t serious. But then, a couple of days
later, I saw a car outside the building where I used to live, which
was strange because the building had a garage in the basement and
parking wasn’t allowed in front of the building. When I started
walking, the car started moving, following me. Later that day, after I
was done with work and leaving my office, I saw the car again. Then it
happened again the next day. A few days after that, at 3:20 a.m.,
someone knocked on my apartment door. That’s when I got scared. I
told my boss and my mum. And my mum told me, “I don’t want to lose
another child, you have to leave.”

So I came to the U.S. on a tourist visa in December 2020, I had no
choice. This was not something I planned and it was not something I
really wanted to do. I came with a backpack with a few clothes and my
laptop, that’s it.

[Hadia at the blooming of the cherry trees in Washington in March.]

Hadia at the blooming of the cherry trees in Washington in
March.Credit...Valerie Plesch

Back in Afghanistan, at this moment, my family is hiding. They left
our house a day before the city of Mazar-i-Sharif fell. The last time
that I spoke to my mum was around 2 a.m. that day for five minutes,
and she told me that they are alive, safe and hiding somewhere and she
told me not to be worried. But since then, the connection is down, the
internet is down, they have no access to anything. I’m just waiting
and waiting.

Every single day, I wake up with a heavy chest. I was once a role
model for my generation, they saw me as someone who was helping make a
difference for them. And now look where I am. I don’t even have hope
for myself. I am lost — lost between borders.

 

Laila

_Moved to the U.S. in 2016_

 

[Laila at her home in Virginia. She worries about her family still in
Afghanistan.]

Laila at her home in Virginia. She worries about her family still in
Afghanistan.Credit...Valerie Plesch for The New York Times

My father was a military general and my mother was a housewife. When I
was born, there was a war in Afghanistan, so my father took us to
Pakistan. I was 1 or 2 years old. I returned to Kabul when I was a
teenager.

At Kabul University, I studied Islamic law and I became a defense
lawyer and legal advisor.  I traveled tyo provinces in Afghanistan,
and I worked with women's and children's rights.

As you know, Afghan women suffer a lot from their families and there
were a lot of challenging cases for me. I worked with one woman who
was sexually abused by her father-in-law while her husband was in
Pakistan, and she was alone. I helped her get a divorce and his family
came after me, injuring me and stabbing me twice with a knife in my
thigh.

After that case, there was a lot of danger for me in Afghanistan. My
husband worked with the U.S. military — he had a construction
company — and we came here because he was endangered, too.

We usually go to Afghanistan once a year. But this year, because of
the Taliban, I don’t think we will go anymore. We talk to our family
and they just say to me, “It’s OK, we are fine.” But in fact,
because of me and my sisters — both my sisters trained as
journalists — all my family’s in danger.

 

It was this way before the Taliban also, but now it is more dangerous.

The people of Afghanistan — we were born in war and we grew up in
war and we are still in war. We don’t know about our future, and
what happens next. Maybe it’s worse.

 

[Laila gathered with friends at the National Mall in Washington to
celebrate Nowruz, the Persian new year, in April.]

Laila gathered with friends at the National Mall in Washington to
celebrate Nowruz, the Persian new year, in April.Credit...Valerie
Plesch for The New York Times

All these things are happening because many Afghan people are not
educated. The terrorists, the mujahedeen, the Taliban, ISIS, their
mentality is not matched with educated people. But the educated
Afghans, you know, they are so open minded, so good, they want
everything for everyone, for every single human being. With education,
at least people know their rights.

I’m not giving up. I’m not silent. With my friends, I am
organizing protests in Washington. And we have Afghans around the
world, making protests in different countries. We are making new
hashtags. This is the new thing.

You need to be an Afghan to understand the Afghan situation,
especially the women’s situation. In Afghanistan, women are all
heroes. They are dying every day, but they are never giving up. And
one of them is me.

Fariha, 46

_Moved to the U.S. in 2016_

 

[Fariha protested in a burqa in front of the White House on Aug. 15.
The burqa is the same one she was forced to wear during the 1990s when
the Taliban was in power.]

Fariha protested in a burqa in front of the White House on Aug. 15.
The burqa is the same one she was forced to wear during the 1990s when
the Taliban was in power.Credit...Valerie Plesch for The New York
Times

When the Taliban took over in 1996, I was 19 years old in my final
year of college. In fact, they took over the day I sat for my last
exam.

Right after college, I started working for an international nonprofit
organization that trained midwives, and I was actually the breadwinner
for my family. My father was a principal at a girls’ school — but
the Taliban closed down his school — and my husband was a
shopkeeper. So I was supporting my family. One day on my way to work,
while I was pregnant with my eldest child, the Taliban beat me up on
the street — even though I was wearing the burqa. They asked me why
I was out alone without a man.

Seven years ago, when I was working with another nongovernmental
organization that constructs shelters for widows in rural areas, the
Taliban killed four of my co-workers because they thought my team was
working for foreign forces. And then I started receiving threats —
the Taliban would keep calling us or they would follow us when we went
to rural areas for work. The NGO I worked for told me to evacuate
immediately. I went home, picked up my family and left, without
packing anything. My oldest child was 12 then.

We traveled to another country where we don’t speak the language and
where we didn’t know the culture or anything. My husband carried
people’s stuff — furniture, luggage, groceries, whatever — for a
bit of cash. We didn’t have enough food so I would carefully count
every bit that I was feeding my children. We rented one room and it
was extremely hot. The windows were broken. We didn’t have a fridge.
The ceiling was full of mold.

After two years, the U.N.H.C.R. helped me process my case and we
arrived in the U.S. as refugees.

The Taliban claim to be different now. But people can’t just forget
or forgive all the killings. Almost every family in Afghanistan now
knows of somebody or has a family member who was killed by the
Taliban. The women I know — my grandmother, my nieces, my
sisters-in-law and my sisters — reopened old boxes of the burqas
that they had packed away 20 years ago. And just two days before the
Taliban took over again, the country released the scores of the
national university entrance exams. A girl got the highest score
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the country. What happens to her now?

_Alisha Haridasani Gupta is a gender reporter covering politics,
business, technology, health and culture through the gender lens. She
writes the In Her Words
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_Francesca Donner is The New York Times gender director and editor
of In Her Words
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