"Why me?"
Isn't this a question we've all asked God when something bad happens, when we don't understand it? You can't see any good in it. You start asking God, "Why?" You find your situation too difficult to understand, so you question God's intentions. If He has a purpose for my life, surely, He didn't plan all these terrible things to happen to me.
How could You leave me when I needed You the most? When I've done so many good things in my life for You?
I had pushed away everyone, ruined every relationship in my life, and even tried taking my own life. I knew coming to this program that I had to get real with God. I wasn't sure how that was going to happen. I had been running from Him for a while. I wasn't even sure how to talk to Him anymore.
