There is no end to the discouragement we can find if we look at ourselves long enough. Self-pity is a bottomless pit when we make our lives about ourselves.
Consider the ancient prophet Elijah. In 1 Kings 18, he was witness to an awesome display of God’s power. He saw the prophets of Baal defeated on Mount Carmel. He watched the people rise up and seize the priests of the false gods.
Leaving that place, though, Elijah got word that the evil Jezebel intended to kill him. She, after all, was a cheerleader for Baal. So, it’s easy to see why she was mad.
What is less easy to understand is Elijah’s response. Scripture describes Elijah as being afraid and scurrying off into the
wilderness. Believing himself to be alone, Elijah metaphorically dug for himself a pit of despair into which he tossed himself.
So we find Elijah praying that God would kill him. Instead, an angel told him to go to Horeb, also known as Sinai, where Moses had received the Ten Commandments.
He had to be convinced by an angel to get on his way, but he finally went. There, Elijah complained that there were no other men of God in Israel.
He cried, “I am the only one left, and now [the people] are trying to kill me too.”
It was hogwash! He had just seen God defeat Baal and witnessed the people rise up against the false prophets. By focusing on himself, Elijah managed to turn God’s
victory into his own defeat.
And so God gave Elijah something to do. Elijah was told to go and anoint a couple of kings and then appoint a successor prophet. But before he did, God addressed the “woe is me, I am all alone” nonsense.
God told Elijah that 7,000 men in Israel had not worshipped Baal. So no matter how he felt, the fact was that Elijah was never alone.
The same goes for us. We must be willing to look beyond ourselves. Rather than star as the martyrs in our self-devised tale of woe, we should actively look for allies in the redemptive story that God is working out in our lives.
Whatever else might be true in a particular circumstance of life, we can take comfort in the
knowledge that God makes sure we are never truly alone.