John–

Gun violence leaves lasting wounds—even if you are physically unscathed.

In October 2017, I was in my hotel room at a Las Vegas music festival when
two doors down, a gunman opened fire on the crowd below. He shot and
killed 58 people, and wounded more than 850 others.

I was supposed to be down there, at the festival with everyone else. I had
worked in the music industry for more than 20 years. But that day, I
wasn't feeling well, and decided to rest in my room instead.

Even so, I became a survivor. The room was shaking. The gun fire was
incredibly loud. I completely reconciled my life and thought, "Am I ready
to die?"

Because of that experience, I developed PTSD that turned my life upside
down. I could no longer work festivals. At concerts, I fixated on
emergency exits. I turned to spending and found myself deep in debt. My
personality changed, and I became very short tempered and judgmental.

I lived in fear—and eventually had to give up my career in the music
industry and let go of my dreams.

I am far from alone in experiencing these devastating effects of the gun
violence crisis. In every corner of the country, in every community,
survivors are grappling with the aftermath of shootings that impact every
aspect of our lives.

We are not alone—and together, we're finding a way forward.

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In the years since that awful day, I've realized that the trauma doesn't
go away. Even if you're not wounded in the moment, there is injury that
lasts.

Yet I have also realized that there is hope.

I am now a senior fellow with the Everytown Survivor Network, a nationwide
community of survivors working together to end gun violence. In this role,
I help mentor other survivors—whether they experienced other mass
shootings, gun suicide, unintentional shootings, or the daily gun violence
that kills more than 120 people and wounds hundreds more every single day.

We have each lived through life-altering trauma that has left us feeling
isolated, despairing, grieving, and fearful. Through the Survivor Network,
we're able to connect to each other, amplify our power, and support one
another as we work to end gun violence.

I continue to live with the effects of surviving the deadliest mass
shooting in modern U.S. history. I always will. But I know that creating a
future free from gun violence starts and ends with the voices of
survivors.

Thank you for being a part of this movement, and for supporting survivors
like me.

Tia Christiansen
She/Her/Hers
Senior Fellow
Everytown Survivor Network

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